My song!

Cry of Soul

I can’t be patient I said You

 

“I can’t be patient,” - I said You,

Because I am Russian and love You.

You can’t prevent to love and dream.

I want to fly. I want to* leave.

 

You couldn’t my soul understand,

Despite you’re smart - You’ve been Dozent.

And You destroyed my heart. My brain.

I can not see You, I can’t stay.

 

You said: “You are crazy.” That is true.

Because so long I still love You.

My love is fragile, life’s too hot

I can’t be just “forget-me-not”.

 

You didn’t want to have a child.

That’s why I said: “You are not mine”.

I had to leave you but I could’t

I thought of way to cut all, moved.

 

I found forces – I survived!

I live. I am active. That is why

I can’t forget You and forgive -

How were** razed all grounds of my dreams.

 

*You.

**How’re.

 

  Freulein - 1 English talks: Dialogue N99. Petri's Cup, or Buerger Hospital  (a brutish Swaebian story, unfinished)

  Freulein - 2

  Aussiedler oder auslaender-1?

  Aussiedler oder auslaender-2?

  Кровь себе изменяю и так как хочу? прошло более 43 месяцев с тех пор, как

  Снимали томограмму мозга прошло более 45 месяца с тех пор, как

  I am not a spy! 

I forget there all my actual names

 

29, September, 2006

Tasiya Meierhold